1: To David’s choir director for an instrumental:
You have investigated** me.
And You know me.
2: You knew my resting place (permanent address).
And my rising up (principles I stand for).
You discerned my (pasturing) thought* from the past (old or deep memory).
3: You disrupted (piel of dispense) with my well-trodden paths (habits) and my sleeping.
And You made (yourself) familiar with all my ways.
4: For there is not an utterance /matter on my tongue – Behold! Yehoweh, You know it all together!
5: Behind/before and in front/east/future, You have beseiged me and You cup your palm over me.
6: This is (too) incomprehensible, elevated knowledge for me to be able to (get) it.
7: Where can I walk from Your Spirit?
And where can I flee from Your Face?
8: If I ascend into a heaven/sky, there You are!
If I cause my bed to be made in a Sheol (an underworld), behold You!
9: If I lift up wings (on a) morning and and lodge at the other end of a sea (eg fly and stay in an overseas hotel)
10: Even there Your hand causes me to be led, Your right hand grips me.
11: And I say, “Surely darkness overwhelms me”.
And night (is) light for my sake / about me.
12: Indeed darkness is not caused to be dark from You.
And night is caused to shine like day.
Like darkness, Like light.
13: For You had purchased my kidney / mind/ emotion.
You overshadow me in my mother’s womb.
14: I cause praise Over You.
Reverentially I was distinguished. Your work is to distinguish and my soul is to know that very well.
15: My frame was not concealed when I was fashioned, embroidered in the nether land.
16: You saw my embryo with your eyes and in your book is written not ONE of them (but) ALL the days –– fashioned for me.
17: And to me how precious is Your god(ly) (pasturing) thought*. How ossified (bony strong) they are – they (are) principled (primary, leading, first).
18: I count them – they are greater than sand!
I caused to startle-awake and I am still with You.
19: O God, if you kill wickedness, then turn away a bloody man from me
20: who speaks machinations of You, vainly lifting up Your adversaries.
21: Do I not hate Your haters, Yehoweh?
Do I not make myself disgusted by those who stand up against You?
22: I hated them with complete hatred.
They became my enemies.
23: Investigate** me, god and know my heart.
Examine me and know my anxieties
24: and see if there is an idolatrous path in me
And lead me in an everlasting path.
Prayer: O Great Physician, You confirm my address, take my history – including my developmental and psychological and psychiatric issues – and examine me externally – and internally scope me shining a light under anaesthesia. You stay with me as I wake up. You make a unique diagnosis and I accept Your reverential recommendations and avoid supporters of your adversaries. Your disgusting and vain adversaries are my adversaries. And unlike a doctors appointment, there is no time limit and I don’t have to leave. My Doctor is also my Pastor. You lead me forever!

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